The Transition

Good night, good people...

It's a bliss to announce that i've finally graduated from my study last June and Thank God i immediately got job straight away.
I've signed contract for one paper factory, one of the biggest in Indonesia i guess.
I couldn't be more grateful for this opportunity.

It's been one week since i move to Tangerang, from Solo, and next week i'm going to Serang City for the work placement.

Well, the transition isn't very smooth.
In fact, it's just like a roller coaster experience for me and i had to struggle a lot during one week process.
I had to convince myself over and over that i deserved to be here, i had to made myself believe that i afford of doing this kind of job, i had to constantly comfort my mind and my body because of the change, and many other struggles.

The more i think, the more clear the problem.
I have to change!
I couldn't let myself got hit by the process and time.
I had to adjust and be confidence and always give the best during the process.
I had to stop thinking about the future and focus with the present.

Allah helps me a lot during the process.
I didn't stop pray to ask for a strength to handle the situation.
I've asked for a composure.

And it works!
I feel quite great to welcome this week.
It's like i can't wait for monday. Hhhahahaha.....
And i hope i can constantly maintain this kinda feeling for the next couple months.

pic : kcsos.kern.org

I realize that transition is hard to deal with, and need a lot of struggles.
But, i can't stop!
And i don't want to stop!
Because this is something that i've wanted for so long.
I can't let myself fail because i can't get through The Transition.
:)